Sergei Semionovich Troitsky
August 8, 1881 ~ November 2, 1910
Memory Eternal ~ Вѣчная Память
Friend and Intended Life-Companion (Спутник Жизни, “Husband”) of Pavel Alexandrovich Florensky
My meek one, my radiant one! Our vaulted room greeted me with coldness, sadness, and loneliness when I opened its door for the first time after my trip. But, alas, I entered it alone, without you. But you are not with me, and the whole world seems deserted. I am alone, absolutely alone in the whole world.
Мой кроткïй, мой ясный! Холодомъ, грустью и одиночествомъ дохнула на меня наша сводчатая комната, когда я въ первый разъ послѣ поѣздки открылъ дверь въ нее. Теперь,—увы!—, я вошелъ въ нее уже одинъ, безъ тебя. Но нѣтъ тебя со мною, и весь мïръ кажется запустѣлымъ. Я одинокъ, абсолютно одинокъ въ цѣломъ свѣтѣ.
“I know he will rise on the day of resurrection, the last day.” Nevertheless, with a kind of tranquil grief, I repeat before our cross, which you made from an ordinary stick and which our gentle Elder blessed, I repeat, “Lord! If Thou hadst been here, my Brother would not have died.”
«Знаю, что воскреснетъ въ воскресенïе, въ послѣдный день». И все таки, съ какою-то умиротворенною мукой, повтворяю предъ нашимъ крестомъ, который тобою сдѣланъ изъ простой палки, который освященъ нашимъ ласковымъ Старцемъ: «Господи! если бы ты былъ здѣсь, не умеръ бы Братъ мой». Read More





